I am many things. I am:

Tired, don't want to sleep.
Hungry, don't want to eat,
but I will.
Stereotype, but I hate stereotypical people.
Not a believer in fate,
if it's affecting me.
Full of conflicting emotions.
An unknown.
Wasting time.
A boring person.
Happy, somehow,
and confused by that.
In need of a camera,
and other stuff I don't need.
Full of idle thoughts.
Not in any mood to talk.
Not a very talkative person.
Perhaps depressed?

How to Be Quiet

Tell yourself again that it's not real.
Because if you think you can defeat yourself,
you can.
Remember, you've done everything, right?
Nothing is real or new, there is no god.
Hope is something you have because people told you you should.
Belief is too cliche, so try not to believe in anything.
That's right, believe in nothing.
Hate yourself.
Be jealous of someone, tell yourself that you can do that, too.
Tell yourself you're not jealous.
Cultivate your "image."
Try to set a good example, because you should.
Don't sleep.
Go a little crazy and tell yourself that you're not.
Ignore some more things.
Hold your thoughts.
Write something deep.

Allow to settle for several weeks.
Repeat.