memories get left abandoned
and when you wonder, 'what did we do?'
you feel blind and panicked.

we threw those memories away
you should be asking, 'what didn't we do?'
oh you bastard, you

throw down another glass
then drop your caution in a careless moment
lose your memory somewhere between the bathroom and the table
steal a few opportunities when the waiter's not looking
order a round of indecencies
throw away your money with the bill
throw up a few things you shouldn't have said

wake up and wonder,
'where the fuck did I put those memories this time?'